I have been thinking a lot lately
really a lot a lot
i just couldn't arrange them
nicely
accordingly
and they are all running here and there
i really need some guidance
perhaps someone that might be able
to give me a clearer picture of the whole thing
anyhow no one can decide anything for me
except for myself
too many things happened to me lately
too many things that just came too fast
and sometimes i don't even get
the sufficient time to react towards all these changes
i need more time to adapt myself
to these fast changing paces
i really need to be awake
