Wednesday, August 19, 2009
exploding
cause the headache alarm is there
that's y i quickly ran to my bathroom once i reached home just now
oh my gosh~
i cant believe that my schedule will be soooo packed out of a sudden
really darn unbelievable
Wed
- Nite -> Study & Preparation for interview tmr
* target : finished at least 2 chapters by the end of the day, coffee may help me go through this
Thur
- Early Morning heading back to TI
- Rush back to Ipoh for an interview, expecting to have a relaxing moment with Maria, as
we have planned yesterday night
- Rush back to KL at night
- Nite -> study again
Fri
- Early Morning heading to Halal Institute to get information, arranging for aroma analysis
- Preparation for Exam, final round
- Preparation for Case Study ppt on Mon
Sat
- Early Morning -> Pasar Tani, being statue there~
- Noon -> Preparation for Case Study AGAIN
Sun
- Early Morning 7.54am reach UPM for ppt final discussion
Mon
- Presentation in the morning and hopefully able to get started with my lab until 7pm??
perhaps? HPLC
Tue ~ Fri
- LAB WEEK and at the same time also lecture time
Sat
- Early Morning -> Pasar Tani AGAIN
Sun
-Relaxation day~~ FINALLY
new one or used one?
my brain is crushing soon~
too many things in my mind
too many big decision to be made
too many things running to me
too many works waiting to be done
gosh
initially i thought it was not really a big deal for me to go for LI
but then mou la la the issue of buying a new car being brought up
so now all my problems waiting to be solved....
1. where will i be having my pratical?
2. when to get my assign and presentation done?
3. when to start writing my thesis?
4. how am i supposed to get my aroma analysis done while the lecturer not allowing me to touch her equipment?
5. when can i study my paper while i gotta go back ipoh for the interview a day before my test?
6. what am i supposed to do for my pasar tani project?
7. when exactly i am going to start my practical?
8. what am i gonna prepare for my first ever formal interview in ipoh tomorrow?
and with the latest one
9. should i buy a new car or a used car?
10. when should i getting it?
my practical may start early of Dec, if the company really asked for that. so how am i supposed to go to work if i havent get myself a car before end of the year? because the proposed plan by my bro was that buying the car at the end of the year will be getting more discount
there are many factors to be considered~
the first thing surely will be the price and the specification~
the reason why i hesitate for a new one or a used one is that...
"a second hand imported car may have lesser trouble that a locally made car will cause to me"
this is what bothering me the most
using the same price, i can either get a brand new locally made car or get a second hand expensive imported car~ @_@
this is really a tough choice, because we all memang know how good is the quality of all the locally made car
but i don't really like to drive something tat was pre-owned
especially that i am spending more than 20k for the used item~
this is what been bothering me
how am i supposed to study for my stupid friday paper with all the problems flying here n there in my brain~ x_x
once again~ i gotta make the comparison as well as all the research thingy A.S.A.P
while at the same time, i really wish something can get me started with all the problems that i gotta solved for the moment!
anybody that can help?? haih~
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
IPOH!!
HURRAY~
it's been a really loooong time since the last time i go back~
i cant recall when was it
should be around end of May
it's already 3 months~
unbelievable
i really really missing Ipoh a lot~
anyway, this time going back in order to attend an interview for my internship
Yee Lee Corporate Berhad
i google this company through the web
and lucky me that they are hiring interns
and i am lucky as well when they told me they are about to finalized all the internship applicants
lucky me
talk to the one of the executive from HR & Admin Dept today
he sounds quite nice
just that i don't really have much confident in getting it
they are only hiring three out of UNKNOWN number of applicants
according to what he had told me
he had a few of the UKM students attended the interview weeks ago
and my email was sent in quite late
so he asked me to go over for the interview next Sat
why saturday again?
i really hate Saturday a lot for the sake of the entrepreneurship course
anyway i managed to get myself a chance to meet him up on thursday
the BEST PART is
i get to meet up MARIA on thursday~~
and if it's possible
perhaps i will be able to meet Vivi as well
anyway, still under planning ler~
jz pray hard that i will be able to get the internship there lar
that company sounds quite good and quite a big one~ ^^
in conclusion, with me going to ipoh on Thursday
meaning wednesday is my only day to get myself prepared for the interview
on the other hand...
meaning i only have another 1 day to prepare for my exam on Friday
i am soooo dead!!!!
hopefully i won't got screwed this time lar~
really very scared of Dr. Moh's paper
he always know how to kill me silently~ @_@
ganbate!!!
Sunday, August 16, 2009
monday~!
MONDAY BLUE
the most unwelcome day it is for most of the people
everybody gotta get back to work
everybody gotta get back to school
it's gonna be mean something for me
cause i am trying to throw away my emo mask tomorrow
cause i gotta move on
no matter what kind of things or people or issue that is blocking my way
gotta left everything that made me feel so down and
do what i think is the best!
as the saying goes...
It's not about what you've got,
It's what you make of what you've got
must appreciate and make use of what we have wisely
whatever i do everyday
it will lead to something
and nothing would be wasted
efforts will be paid off someday
the first time i started this blog, my intention was just write down something whenever i want
later on, the blogger trend is so hot and more friends started to have their own blog
so only then i start to tell my friends that i am having my own blog as well
but lately, i felt like sometimes i would like to hide myself
it's not because of i don't want to reveal my feelings to other
i just hate people come to me, saying this and that about what have i mentioned in my blog
some more teasing me in their so-called "kinda of" funny way
which in fact mean kinda stupid for me, i mean their acts are stupid
especially those people are not those that are close to me
and yet trying to pretend that they are my close friends
C'MON, WAKE UP!
WE ARE NOT REALLY THAT CLOSE ANYWAY
STOP BEING HYPOCRITE AND BEING NICE TO ME
I TOTALLY KNOW WHAT YOU DID
the same thing goes with my facebook shoutouts
i used to update them whenever i want
but then i realize whatever related to other BSPMK ppl
i just couldn't do that anymore
it's not that i don't welcome their comments
but their behavior will deter people from allowing them to know more
cause they are just super duper 3 8
anway...
today, one of my coursemate asked me, how come i become so quiet lately?
i am not really one of those quiet ones if you really know me
i just have no idea
i felt like no energy to talk to them
i felt like no enthusiasm to even talk to them, mingle with them, playing games with them
in fact, to be honest, i am not interested in playing those childhood games now
especially in the lecture room
in front of the fellow coursemates and fac mate that might think that
chinese people are kinda psycho and noisy
i have no idea, why i had become so emotional lately
i guess mostly because of the transportation issue that had been bothering me lately
there was this long story to tell
i'm gonna tell you girls soon~ when i am meeting up with u all~
i had been staying quiet, may join in with them
but no talking for me, just listening
at least for them, i am still listening
as the matter of fact, i am not listening a single word of what they are saying
i just couldn't stay focused
i felt so lost
so many things to be done
and yet i still havent start with anything yet~ gosh~
felt like the end of my world is coming soon x_x
cause my thesis is in the proposal stage
which represent that i may screw myself up~
who can give me some guidance on how to start writting the stupid thesis report???? argggghhh~~
wear or not to wear?
before i go in there, i expect to see some patients wearing masks and waiting to meet the doc
however when i stepped in, there were no patient, which is a good thing
and i saw none of the nurse there is wearing any mask
so i have become the awkward one
cause i am the only person in the clinic and wearing mask
then when i was called in from the consultation room
the doc herself was not wearing any mask as well~ @_@
at that moment, i was really feeling awkward
the doctors are those that always will get in contact with the patients that has the highest probability of getting the H1N1 virus without they really realizing it.
however she didn't wear any mask
however when i was in the pusat kesihatan few weeks ago, whereby the fatality rate is not that high in Msia, those doctors and nurses inside there already wearing masks everywhere~
what a big contrast~
anyway, the minister is saying that Malaysian who are sick are relunctant to wear masks whereas those who are wearing one are those that are healthy @_@
i guess, it's more important for those healthier one to protect themselves from those sick ones..
anyway, i am wearing masks everyday now and then
just that i am not really sure whether it is really helping by wearing the so-called 3 layer mask~
anyway, my own sake, i still gotta wear it~
hoping the virus will be gone forever soon enough!!
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In the library early in the morning
Friday, August 14, 2009
Orphan
i am soooooooooo sad!!
i got an invitation to the special screening of ORPHAN next tuesday
but i cant go!!
cause it's at night!!! arrrghhhh~~
why is it so unfair~
second time of letting go the free movie passes that already knocking my door!! =(
haih~~
i guess i just have to wait for the review from others
to see whether i am gonna pay for the movie ticket later when it starts screening in cinema
Thursday, August 13, 2009
13.08.2009
It's what you make of what you've got
-quoted from STEP UP 2: THE STREETS
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
A (H1N1) virus claims eight more victims
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i wondered when will the virus being cleared off from the EARTH
really hating this stupid virus to be spread around without people even noticing it!
arghhh~~
and here i am, in the computer lab of the fac NOW
and there is an idiot keep on coughing without covering up her stupid mouth!
damn it!
why cant she realised she is indeed spreading her stupid virus everywhere even it is not the H1N1 virus!
and yet they are still claiming themselves as one of the undergraduate~
even the auntie sweeping floor in the PK will be wearing the mask
so what should i say?
if u don't bother to wear your own mask
why don't u just use a piece of tissue to cover up your mouth la~
be considerate a bit~
even u are not spreading the H1N1
but u are spreading your coughing germs everywhere
and made the air to be polluted with virus
and weaken other people's immune system~
felt like want to slap her already~ =P
BEH TAHAN~~~ :-/
Sunday, August 09, 2009
convocation
today i purposely went back to the campus to attend my Seniors convocation
this was not my first time of going for one
but it was definitely one that i stayed for the longest
the whole UPM become one way route since Saturday
and if i want to go from one place to another place
i gotta take one big round almost every time i am inside there
x_x
super troublesome and if it's weekdays
there will be traffic jams everywhere within the campus
since the Dewan area really people mountain people sea
so it's really hard for me to find my seniors
anyway before i find them, i saw some unexpected friends =)
anyway attending convocation is nothing special
as what my friends told me before
perhaps the seniors that are graduating are too busy to entertain everybody that were there to share their happiness
can't imagine what will happen for my own graduation next year
just hope that at least i will able to get flowers from my family lar
even though my mum said she is not buying one cause it's too expensive =.=
and she said the boyfriend should be buying for me
meaning i just need a boyfriend because i want to have bouquet of flowers when i graduated? =.-
what an evil mother ~ lol~~
Saturday, August 08, 2009
Friday, August 07, 2009
Thursday, August 06, 2009
monster blast

can see all the monster decor everywhere~
too bad that i couldnt snap all the monster pictures~
these were taken last month
but only put it here now...
so i took a picture of it...
never intend to capture other people's butt at all~
muahaha

GREEN monster~
since it is too cute for meso i cant resist and kept on asking Jo to take a picture for me
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
hanging out with wearn




just to hang out with Wearn
we had lunch together
a simple but not that tasty one
lolx~~
perhaps only wantan mee is the prominent one
in that restaurant
though it was just a very short 2 hours
but we managed to catch up a bit
and tell each other something that are bothering us
it was GREAT!
but just the pictures that we took are too less!!
and we looked darn tired in there
hahahaha
guess that is the sign of being a student
with the tired eyes
with the big eye bags
with the dark circle
lolx
i guess that's my first time ever
feeling happy with the ugly eye bags
this is all because of i get to meet HER!!
Finally i get to meet her in 4 months
after celebrating her birthday in March
HURRAY~!!
really hope that both of us will be able to catch up later
with anything
lunch or movie or shopping
woo hoo~
just waiting Maria to come back and join us soon
hahaha..
had a great lunch today~~
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
shopping day
or continue with my G.A
but my mum grabbed me & jo out for shopping
we left the house around 3pm and only reached home at 11 sth at night!
can u imagine~~
this prove that my mum really is a serious window shopaholic~ lolx~
she had something to buy
but it took her like forever to decide what to get
because she is so worried that she made the wrong decision
and we have been wandering from sunway pyramid and later One U
anyway, at the end of the day
i am super glad that she had finally got herself a necklace
whereby she is looking for it since 2 months ago
and finally she got herself one
meaning i need not to be going out as often as before
just to take a look at the new stock from those counters~!
HURRAY~!
when we're getting our car to leave One U
we realize there is a sport car that parked just next to ours POS car
and~~ after i checked it out
it was PORSHE~~
OMG
this is my first time that is so near to a Porshe~
try to imagine why possible am i take a clearly glance at the sport car
IF it is moving on the road..
i can barely see its butt~
hahahah...
anyway, it was a super nice car~~
i got even more excited than seeing my dream car, Mini Cooper
perhaps it's too easy for me to notice Mini everywhere around PJ as well as KL
but totally super hard for me to see a Porshe
i have seen Audi TT few times
but this is my first time of noticing a Porshe
the Porshe is too captivating for me!!!
manage to capture 2 photos before we left
and i was lucky not being seen by anyone else~
hahaha...
so mempersiasui kan~~ =P

Sunday, August 02, 2009
no difference
just quarter bar of chocolate and a piece of Tiger pandan swissroll
it's not because i am on my diet or something
it's not because i want to get thinner or something
but it's merely because i don't get to eat a proper meal for my dinner when someone is not around
this made me no difference staying with family or staying in the hostel
and i am not allowed to lay my hand on the container that is full with sliced apple!
this is what we called the discrimination...
what can i say~ =.=
i guess i am happier when i have worry what to eat outside everyday
because i get to choose where and what and who i want to eat with
that kind of freedom is really considered the best thing ever happened
missed those times of getting Maria to eat dinner with me
hanging out with Maria and her roomies in pasar malam just to get our dinner there
or hanging out with Bell and Bee at Sakae Sushi before going to see the Eye On Malaysia
miss u~
i miss my high school best buddies very much
i miss maria, vivi, wearn and also ks
the last time i met u all at the same time..
will be the steamboat outings at 2 plus one
that was in 2006!!
omg~~ didn't really expect it's more than 3 years since i last saw ks
i missed a lot a lot a lot of our group gatherings since then
this is the part that i hated the most~
not being around with my closest friends
i am getting more and more detached from you girls
seldom catch up with you all
seldom talk to you all
haih~ felt really really bad
the last time i saw Vivi, i think should be the time we celebrated wearn's birthday before she went Glasglow and now she is back already and yet i haven't get the chance to meet her lo
SAD!!
the last time i saw wearn, was during her birthday celebration this year
another few months i never see her and poke her in real =(
the last time i saw maria, was during the semester break when i headed back ipoh
and we able to spend a few hours together
that was also more than one and a half hour already!! =(
just miss u all very very much!
take care all my darlingz~!! ^^
p/s: another person that i miss a lot is Bell, i guess, it's already more than three months since i last met her!!
i just couldn't find out what happened to me?
why wouldn' t i just meet u all often?
i feel like want to go back ipoh already~~
since it's much more easier for me too meet u all there~
haih~~
Saturday, August 01, 2009
5 Extra Things You Need To Do In Internship
Summary – Get the most out of your internship
This time around a lot of my blogger friends (younger friends anyway) are doing their internship. Basically internship is a part of their requirement to get a college degree where they need to work at a company for a period of time and learn all there is to learn about working experience.
Today’s post will be dedicated for them. A collection of my own experience on what the hidden lessons in internship they need to acquire to get the most out of the program.
1) Learn real people skill
Working people are quite different from students. They often view other people competitively, or sometimes they are too self-centered that they just ignore you completely. Yet there are still people who is kind hearted. Colorful people.
You should learn what is the best way to introduce yourself to them. And more importantly how to get their coperation on your task at hand. Basically you need to
- Befriend one quick and get the inside story of everyone (of course casually)
- Identify who people listen to, who people hate, who people like etc.
- Your aim is to get your task done, and if you ask them for help (what ever group they are), they will more than happy to help. Find out how exactly to achieve this.
2) Learn how a boss become the boss
Once you had observed your colleague, you should start monitor your superior or your boss. Try to pinpoint what quality he has that makes him the boss. If for example, to be a boss you will need to have certain specialization certificate, jot that down. You now know what you need to get to sit on his chair someday.
- Study how he handle people
- Observe his working attitude, can you do that?
3) Secure your future career
The next thing you should question yourself is whether or not you would want to work in the company after you graduated. Well, you should because job hunting after you graduated can be a very tiring thing to do.
- Obviously you will need to perform well in that internship.
- Do some research on the company’s hiring process. It will be a good idea too to get to know the HR manager of the company and casually hinting to him about your intention of working there.
- Insist on a recommendation letter from your superior. This will help a lot in your job hunting later on.
- Take note on the details of other similar companies, such as contact person, type of industry. You may very well be working there.
4) Learn surviving work
One great thing about internship is that how ever you do, be it good or bad, you will stop working there after your internship is over. So do take up some experiment. Here’s a few ideas
- Identify what motivates you to come to work
- Try out the many ways to manage your stress
- Get involve in the office politics
- Make mistake, get yelled at by the boss and learn how to get up from that
- Experiment with management system of the company such as 5S , or Decluttering etc. See which works on you
5) Learn how to manage your money
Most of the time, intern are underpaid, so this is a great challenge. How to survive with that small amount of allowances.
As easy as it sounds, this may be one of the hardest thing to do. It’s almost come naturally that when we have money, we will spend more. This is the basis of all budgeting.
- Start by analyzing your expenditure everyday. Keep track of them and make a summary by the end of the month
- Categorize your expenditure to maybe food, entertainment, travel, phone, bill, etc.
- Now find a way to cut down 10% of expenditure in every categories.
- You are now saving 10% of your salary. Keep increasing the percentage.
- Other tips on managing your finance
According to the writer of this article, our internship can be heaven or hell. However, since we must undergo it, why not take full advantage of it. You know people will take advantage of you.
lolx~ meaning people might pay u less but want you to work like hell and yet learn nothing. really praying hard that i won't be getting one of those companies! =)
G.A
and i was just finish watching Grey's Anatomy!
it was too nice to watch until i don't want to go to bed
even i am darn tired and my eyes are feeling soooo tired.. @_@
i guess the personal life of the doctors is not the main reason
that made me so addicted with the drama
instead it's the cases and saving lives scenes in there
the humanity and passion of a doctors
or i should said a surgeon
made me sooo in love with the drama~!!
i can't wait to finish them all
11 more to go
before i am finishing the season 5!
season 6 is coming in september~!!! ^^



