thoughts

I have been thinking a lot lately

really a lot a lot

i just couldn't arrange them

nicely

accordingly

and they are all running here and there

i really need some guidance

perhaps someone that might be able

to give me a clearer picture of the whole thing

anyhow no one can decide anything for me

except for myself

too many things happened to me lately

too many things that just came too fast

and sometimes i don't even get

the sufficient time to react towards all these changes

i need more time to adapt myself

to these fast changing paces

i really need to be awake

GERAMM

i really getting very tired with the service of PK of my uni

honestly i really have no idea

why is it they're trying to have their own system to be arranged well

but as the matter of fact, it's not organized at all!

try to imagine

they're actually having all the information of patients

stored inside the PC

and the doctor won't remember your record anyway

and yet they're assigning a special doctor to you

and every time you gotta go back to the same doctor

SHIT~

this is freaking ridiculous

i have been waiting in the PK

for my number to be called for 2 hours plus!!!

i was the 7th people getting the number

and in the end of the day

those come in much late

say the 23rd person walking in

left before i was able to see the doctor!!!

WTH

i have no idea what's wrong with the doctor

he just take at least 15min for each patient

and everybody sat there for more than 45 min

even the guy who got the first number

he waited until 8.35am only get to go in

arrgghh

and the most annoying part was

the person that got the 8th number

he get to enter the doc's room before i do!!

CRAP

after i checked with the registration counter

the kakak told me

it was the medical staff that get the 8th number

WTH

as if their staff's time is the precious ones

but not other people

not other students

not anybody's time are valuable!

just couldn't bear with their stupid management's

way of doing things

it's COMING!!!

i' m exhausted!

just get back from Sunway Pyramid

up to this moment

finally i managed to get all the clothes that i need

i never experience this before

as in until 2 days before the CNY

i am still hunting for clothes everything

i am not too sure

whether i am getting more and more "yim jim"

or clothes available out there

do not really look nice enough for me

LOL...

anyway this year is gonna be a different year!

i bought RED clothes

if you're close enough to me

you should heard i have told you before that

i don't like red colour clothes at all

and i don't have any red shirts

except for those club T shirt that

i am obliged to pay and wear the shirt

or even when i am give a red shirt

when i am working

i know it's kinda late

but at this moment

i'm still looking for some accessories

i tried to look for them in some shops in Pyramid

but i just couldn't get anything i like

all shops seems to be having a small amount of left over merchandises

available in the outlet

this is the worse part of getting CNY clothing

at the last minute

because all the nice things would be grabbed by someone else.

anyhow this year i bought a piece of cheongsam

it's is very expensive

but i just love it =)

better halau away my tummy

before i am fitting myself in!

^^Y

anyway after the incident in TS

i really need something ANG ANG

to save me out of all the shits

oopsss...

i mean all the bad brand new predictions for the year 2010

or maybe i should say

the curse being lay on all the Tigers

by those feng shui master??

arrggghh..

anyway i just need something concrete to be there

to support myself

when i am going through this really tough tough year!

it's just the beginning of everything

after the two big feast lunch that i had

for the passed few days

i really can feel that

i am once again gained some more weight!!

ALAMAK~~

therefore i must make sure that

i will be on DIET DIET

for this few days

and get ready for the big feast

Family Reunion Dinner in the resturant on Saturday!

it's just the beginning

As my previous post

Feb is not any special month

but after 6th of Feb

everything changed!!

i lost my beloved handphone

that i only used for one week after a month!

what the heck~

=.=

this is so unfair

this is really frustrating!

and i believe that

this is only the beginning of my bad luck year

i hate it when i have to be mindful

that this year this gonna be a

bad Bad BAD BADDD year for me!

i hate this happened to me really tooo soon

until i have no time to process that in my mind

i hate Times Square

i hate KL

it's just make me very sick

i curse you

the stupid idiot and yet smart

to steal my phone!!

SCREW YOU

MORON

you'll experience the pay back time when time comes

you'll be cursed till the day you dead!!!

the most sickening part is

when someone not related at all

being super duper bossy

and advice you what to do next time

hello~ mind your own business

it's not that whether whatever i lost is

some kind of smart phone or not

but it's my money that i paid for

and my phone is not a lot more cheaper than smartphone!

although i am not good at the art of saying things

but i am sure you're not any better than me

don't you dare to judge on that

people only say something

when they have a stand to say something

and not those people who will stab you from the back

and yet pretend to be nice to you

don't you know it's RUDE and IDIOTIC

to spray some salts over people's wound?

good job to you again

cause you have provoked me to do this

it's FEB!!!

GOSH~

it's really unbelievable that FEB is already HERE~~~~!!!

it feels like 01.01.2010 just passed not long ago

February

it is indeed a wonderful month

cause CNY is around the conner

and i get myself some new stuffs =)

the once and only month that i spent crazily

to get some new stuff

therefore gotta work harder

after the month of FEB!!

for some people

FEB is a romantic month

because the Valentine's Day falls on the month of FEB

i guess this year should be quite special

since the first day of CNY falls on the Valentine's Day!

what a coincidence

for some people

everyday is Valentine's Day

especially for those who are having a sweet lover

that treat them extremely good everyday

that's the happiest part

i guess

for some people

including me

Valentine's Day is just a ordinary day

LOLx..

i guess those who are singles

would be kind of dislike the day

or have no special feelings on that day

for me... nothing is so special on the day

except for spending more on that particular day

everywhere also hard to get place to dine in

if you wanted to have dinner outside

anyway I will be at home that day anyway

i guess next year i better plan some outings

with my beloved ji muis who are still single as i do

i wonder whether there's going to be someone

that has the time for me~

=P

Cervical Cancer Vaccination

Just get back from a Focus Group Discussion

the research company is Synovate

which is located in Menara IGB

i had to rush over from the office

because it was raining very heavily

and thank god that i was able to sneak out

from the office 15minutes earlier

credit to Mak & Nini

*hugz*

the tunnels that i have to pass by everyday

is BANJIR!!

and just because of the minor flood issue

the traffic became heavier

=.-"

anyway luckily i got a wonderful

and clear direction from Mak & Nini

on how to go to KL from Tropicana

if not i guess i would have to use the only way i know

which i might not be able to reach MV

by 8pm i guess

LOL

the topic is basically related to

Cervical Cancer Vaccination

i am sure cervical cancer

is not a new term

for everyone of us

especially the ladies

anyhow not all of us will be aware of the vaccination

or else some of us knew about the vaccination

but we never bother to figure that out

because most people will be having the mindset

as in

"wait and see first" policy

same goes for myself

the first time i came across with

Cervical Cancer Vaccination

was 1 or 2 years ago

someone i knew shared me

a You Tube video

it took me 10 minutes to trace back this video

the same one that i have watched before

Gabby Swank

she took the vaccination called Gardasil

and she had to say good bye to her health forever

this is really saddening

i talked to one of the Doctor

regarding these side effects of the

cervical cancer vaccination

but she only told me

that time was just the beginning of the vaccine

being invented

therefore some people have problems with it

GOSH.. as if it's their own fault

if their body can't get along with the vaccine

and started to have seizure

or other health problems coming up

i felt like she might be one of those

irresponsible doctor that

just want to get people to get the jab

because she don't really bother

to explain much to me

except for telling me

you better get the jab now

the early the better

BUT she never tell me some important information

such as how is it protect you

if you are taking the vaccination

or is it FULLY protected from all kinds of viruses

perhaps i just never believe in her

i did talk about this with Yee Lin before

her advice to me was to get the jab as early as possible

the younger to get the vaccination

the better it is

she once told me there's actually

a range of age for a better effect or something like that

basically the focus group discussion

is to get our opinions and

to see how much do we know and understand

about the vaccination

it was my first FGD

and i was sooo nervous before i got there

cause my colleague told me

it's quite formal and client might be watching

at the back of the 1 sided mirror!

gosh..

that's really depressing

the situation was harmony back there

i tried to tell whatever i know

i tried to share all my thoughts

i am not sure whether it was good enough for them

but what i am trying to say is that

i tried my best to participate!

not so sure whether others feel the same way though

luckily it was a relaxing one

i like the moderator, Jennifer

she's a very friendly person

enjoy meeting new people there

and i get to know Miss Renee there

we lived like so close (Jalil Damai)

but we never know each other until today

LOL

anyway

at the end of the FGD

i said i am going to take the vaccination in 1-2 years time

AFTER i manage to figure out all the

statistics as well as cases that

related to side effects of allergy

after having the cervical cancer vaccination

just praying hard that

there will be some kind of workshops

that educate Malaysian ladies more

about the issues

both the cervical cancer itself

as well as the information from 'A' to 'Z' related to the vaccination

lazy lazy

i'm getting more and more lazy

to update my blog lately

most of time would be

i started to write for a few lines

that i just gave up

and go for some movies and dramas

instead of completing the blog

January was alright for me

nothing special happened

except for working during weekends

whenever it is possible for me

it ended up

i had to fish a lot in the office

when i am super lack of sleep

or more specifically i never drink coffee

for that particular day

being someone who is working

and at the same time of doing freelance part time

is really not easy!!

cause it would be very exhaustive

if your part time jobs are those

you really need to run here and there

jumping around

standing whole day with the heels

@_@

i really salute to those

that are doing all these for months

or even already for years

it's really cool to be an event coordinator

thanks to Rose

I get 2 job opportunities as an event coordinator

it's not about whether i am getting high pay from her

but the relaxing moments

and whatever i can learn from them

when i worked as an event coordinator

i enjoy working for her and Dean

because they are easy to work with

not demanding

and the most important thing is

they are really nice people

as well as they don't drag my pay for long time

cause i really hate chasing after people

for some payment that i deserved it very much

at the first place

FYI i am still on the way to get my pay

for a job that i worked half a year ago!!

that was really tiring to always get

updates from the agent

on when will i be getting my pay

just finished one ushering job

in Times Square Grand Ball Room

for Good Arch

they are having an annual dinner there

with 100 TABLES

and they have 120 members

purposedly come all the way from Taiwan

to join the counterparts in Malaysia, Singapore etc

for the annual dinner!

ALAMAK

imagine how many people were there in the event

i leave the place around 12am

and i need to work on Monday morning somemore

that was really an awful day for me

because i am really really super exhausted

with lack of sleep issue

anyway, the Federal Day made my day!

cause no traffic jams along LDP

especially the Federal Highway exit!

it was extremely cool

to drive on roads this way~! ^^

cause no rushing and hurrying

on the roads at all~

=D

Jam Jam

It's been two weeks that i have became the intern of Heinz

everything are going well

i mean... so far so good

i am not really having a hectic one

like the rest of my coursemates

i guess mine can considered quite relaxing

compared to others

my routine work hour has slightly changed

because Nini told me it's actually 8.30 -5.30pm

which is something i'm thrilled about it

because every morning i reach in the office very early

as i wanted to avoid the terrible traffic jam

along the LDP highway

it's really very irritating every time

i'm on my way to work

ans well as back from work

because people just love to block other people's way

and I really hate the Sunway Tol a lot!

because the traffic jam there

is totally far worse than KL for me

*of course my KL is actually referring to Jln Hang Tuah

(the only KL road that i must pass by no whether where i am heading to)

I'm never a patient person

and it's really torturing me

for being stuck in the traffic jam

E.V.E.R.Y D.A.Y!!!

alamak~~

04.01.10 - Day 1

in order to avoid all the jam

i departure from my place around 7am

i thought it might be extremely jam today

because it's MONDAY

i have realized the road is always superb jam

whenever it comes to Monday

surprisingly i reached the office 7.40am!!!

alamak~

my working hour starts at 9am!!

=.=

i was very tired! but i can't sleep in the car

cause the contact lens that i' m wearing

made my eyes feel uneasy

if i sleep while wearing them

so i just wait for the time to pass lo

i tried to call the office a couple of times

cause i remember they told me

someone is there around 8.30am

too bad i only managed to get Mak

when it's around 8.45am

millions thanks to her

because she had to come now purposedly

to pass me the season parking pass

Thanks Mak! ^^

So far i'm under Nini

the senior product manager

who is in charged of the baby food product line

she's a very pretty Malay girl

someone told me, she is very hot!

indeed she is!

LOL

anyway she's very busy for the moment

and she said she will only able to attend to me

once she settle all the tasks she has on hand now

so basically i just read a lot today

as well as fishing a lot

cause i'm extremely sleepy today

due to i'm super extremely lack of sleep this morning

i tried to go to bed by 12am

but i am still fully awake at 2am!!

and my alarm was set to be rang at 6am

=.=""

this is contributed by the white coffee i drank

at Old Town Kopitiam yesterday around 6pm

regretted to order that before checking with my bro

haih...

tonight i gotta be sure i'm sleeping early

and better drink Coffee tomorrow morning!!!

i feel really bad when they're busy working

while i'm reading and fishing horribly

it's really hard for a facebook addict like me

to be able to survive without facebook!

no MSN

no Facebook

not even Y! mail

it's really boring even if i have a big PC

in front of me

cause i only can use Google

and the company email

muahaha..

i'm wishing i'll get more work to do real soon!

i just want to start doing something

instead of just sitting there and doing nothing

and i can't really remember what i read

the whole day TODAY

LOL..

2010

when people are crazily planning for

their countdown parties

i was sitting on my sofa

and holding my handphone tightly

and start facebook-ing again

and when people are enjoying fireworks outside

i can basically hear the sound of fireworks

inside my house

but the moment i stepped out of the house

i really got shocked

because i saw lots of cars were parked

by the road sides and amazed by the fireworks

i wondered whether those guards

are doing their job

as in people can just come in and out

as they liked

i really hate them to be so irresponsible!

anyway,the fireworks around the neighbourhood

are much more lesser than last year's

anyway i wasn't that fond of it

some more being forced to step out

from the house by my mum

so i just stood there for around 5 minutes

and i headed back to my comfortable sofa

lol

the year of 2010

is not really that impressive for me

i ain't expecting it to come so soon

but it is here already

the calendar on my table

is still showing DECEMBER 2009

because i still haven't get myself a new calendar

and i am still not really getting used to

the arrival of 2010

basically it's just too fast!!

muahaha

i guess i am not missing 2009 that much

but i am just not expecting 2010 so soon either

i never get myself any resolution every year

i'm still the same me this year

because i am quite positive that

i am not able to realize them anyway

so why bother making it

muahahaha...

perhaps this 2010 is a chance for me to change!

hopefully it will be a better year for me

as well as for everybody

hot chocolate

i have no idea

what's wrong with me

my stomach has some problem since weeks ago

and it got worsen

when i went to Singapore

the twisting feeling of my stomach

keep on coming back to me

every two hours after i have taken my meals

it's really torturing me

i had to search for hot drinks everywhere i go

no matter where am i in Singapore

i just had to look for places

that is selling hot drinks

most of the time

i would be getting hot chocolate

from either Coffee Bean or Starbucks

and beverages available in both cafe

are surprisingly cheaper than Malaysia!!

it's really BAD that i can't drink coffee

when i was back in Singapore

cause i believed coffee is going to stimulate

my stomach to give me a more painful feeling

today i skipped my lunch

(i was not that hungry anyway)

when i was shopping around Times Square

and i decided to get another cup of hot chocolate

to pamper my empty stomach

for a short while

the first sip of it

it made me feel like

PHOBIA

i guess i drank too much of hot chocolate

in one week times

that made me feel so scared

and phobia with the taste of

hot chocolate!!

GOSH..

i really missing the feeling of comfort

when i first drink hot chocolate

for the passed few weeks~~

=(

1 more week

one more week to go

my final semester break

for my student life is going to an end

in another words

my internship is starting real soon

however...

all the BIG plans that i had for myself

were all dropped into the drain

and none of them is being realized

lol

AS USUAL

i never touch on anything related to marketing

i never continue reading Twilight

after i just read for around 10 pages

i never work as hard as previous semester break

the reason is as simple as

it's getting harder to get a job

and i don't really have time to work

cause have been busy with some other stuff

including busy for my bro's wedding

going for Ipoh for a couple of days

heading for Singapore for Christmas

and i get 2 Xmas pressie from my mum's cousins!

what a big surprise! ^^

made a lot of promises to my friends

but most of the time

i have failed them

tried to plan for some gathering

it ended up nothing is coming up

what a disappointment

i hate to FFK on people

and i hate to miss out my friends' gathering

APT make up show '09

once again working for APT make up show

this time i was expecting the day

since weeks ago

perhaps merely because i have known the make up artist

earlier before i meeting her on that day

~~Mili~~

she's such a sweet girl~ ^^

Mili working so hard to apply the creative make up

deng deng deng~~

it's GREEN on my forehead..

lolx~~ =D

this was snapped by Sheena ^^

~Sheena~

the model who sat right next to me

she's super thin and tall

and she was one of the top 30 from Ford Supermodel Search

cool~

in the progress....

fake eye lashes were on!!

the blue one is actually

prolonged by using 2 lashes for each side

people said the hair decor looked like

太皇太后 in 宫心计

what do u think???

lolx~

~Denise~

she looked super GREEN!

she said she felt like she is a Xmas Tree

muahahahaha

obviously she's the real Christmas Tree!!

lolx~

i love the decoration on her head!

i wonder how did the make up artist

came up with the idea

of getting a Xmas tree on the model's head

And the end of the day

Charles & Jess

Charles complained that he didn't take picture with my make up look

so we took one after my make up was removed
Jess & Carine

I'm really surprised to meet Carine in this way!!

i liked her since the day

she took part in the Miss Astro Pageant

i thought she was gonna win a title in the competition

but then it ended up she couldn't make it

anyway she's a hostess for Jia Yu Channel~

it's really COOL

cause she's really great in hosting a show

that's her talent that made me feel so supportive for her!

Ganbate Carine

nice to meet you from the job!

that's the GREAT bonus that i get from the job~ ^^