Weirdo?!

have you ever experienced being stared by everybody that walk passed you in the supermarket?
have you ever experienced people was gossiping when they were walking passed you?
have you ever feel embarrassed with people staring at you and was discussing about you?
there are many reasons for this kind of situation to happened~
- that is something on your face, dirt maybe? any food stain maybe? or even you forgot to wipe your mouth after u have eaten something
-there are something on your shirts, also maybe the stains or dirts
-there are something wrong with how you look today, wrong shoes? only wearing one side for your socks or whatsoever
-there are something very memalukan that you are doing it without you even realizing it, such as your skirts isn't at the right position as they are ( try to imagine a little girl that came out from washroom, without making sure her skirt is alright after she went to pee, this happen to kids most of the time)
-there is something with you, especially your trolley

these are the reasons why people keep on staring at my family and I when they walked pass us...
they must be wondeirng why on earth this family wanted to buy soooo many food? what's wrong with them? Are they having famine at their house or something?

in fact we were buying all these food for the kids in the Ti-Ratana Charity Society 慈愛福利中心. we went to Desa Petaling together, there are 9 of us in 3 cars that went to Desa Petaling. that was during CNY, one of day before Chap Goh Mei. my brother and his friends wanted to do some charity work during CNY. so they decided to bring some food to the charity home, just to provide something that they might need to use.

we took 5 trolleys. and that was before the last 2 friend joined us. altogether there are 7 trolleys.





over 30 packets of Milo Fuze 3-in-1

i don't even remember how many packets of Tesco Cream Cracker are there. but then when i moved them into the trolley, people who are shopping at the same lane were staring at me, as if i am one of the freaks or someone weird~ =(

kids that are living in Ti-Ratana Charity Society were all very smart and independent! they all were being the tour guide to whoever they went to visit them at the charity home. because there are few houses owned by this NGO in order to help out those people who are in need =)

grateful is the same word that my brother keep on repeating to Jo and me. as if we never feel grateful for our lives.. lolx~ i dare not to say that i always feeling grateful with everything and in all facet of my life, but then most of the time i am feeling thankful!

shopping spree

today spent the whole day
sitting there watching drama
as well as browsing through all the website that are selling skincare products
just using my finger and eyes...
i have spent over 100 bucks without myself realizing it
lolx~

i am not sure whether i am regretting over what i have bought today
but i really very grateful that i met someone that really gave me many useful advice~!
and she is really nice and generous enough to share her experience with me
of course i don't wish i will be =)
i hope what i buy today is going to worth the price~
cant wait for the day that i am getting my stuff~ =)
cant wait to try the "special recipe" that Jean had taught me =)
praying hard that it is going to work for me as well
since that method works very well for her ^^

i have been hesitating of whether to buy the whitening lotion for half an hour
but then later i chose not to buy that
firstly because of the too amazing effects of the whitening lotion
secondly because of the product was made in China
i know i shouldn't discriminate products that are made in China
but then i just couldn't help myself to start worrying the side effect of the whitening lotion

金河广场 25.04.09

就在大家都在对着ＦＳＭ４８０２发呆或者抓狂的时候
我却跑去金河广场了～
那里真的热闹到～～
本来还担心说，如果要买演唱会票的话要排长龙
还好遇到好人，
她告诉我们说门口还有一个演唱会票售卖处，没有什么人，可是ｒｍ７８的票已经卖完了
还好我们要买得票还有
所以Ｍａｒｉａ就跑去外面探查一下～
果然真的没什么人
不用十五分钟就买到票了～！！　
真开心～
人生中第一次看演唱会嘛～
而且还是看梁静茹的演唱会！！
真的好期待哟～～

六点半
突然间发现有人进“场”了
我真得很好奇到底他们是谁？？
为什么有特权．．．
Ｍａｒｉａ就说可能是工作人员吧
怎么可能？？？！！！
不是银河的黑色制服
而且一大堆人拥了进去
之后我注意到他们是拿着演唱会入门票
才被允许进去的～
果然有买演唱会入门票的人还是会有些特别待遇的～
哈哈哈哈～
还好我们俩没错过这个美好机会
用力的挤了进去

没多久之后
主持人陈志康出现咯~
他和大家玩游戏咯~
不过他满不好咯~
哈哈~
似乎只有情侣才可以听静茹的歌
就连送ＲＭ２６８的演唱会票都只邀请情侣上台玩游戏
Ｍａｒｉａ搞笑的问我说，我们可以上台吗？
我们也好想得到那两票咧
可惜却没有机会

七点
等了大概半小时
才看见静茹的人
虽然以前追星无数
可是却第一次看见她~
她换发型了哟~
真的很好看~~
一出场就唱了一首歌《没有如果》
超好听的～！！！ =）

之后又是游戏环节了
本来我想冲上台去玩游戏的...
可是有点飚冷汗
因为游戏的题目是...
和静茹合唱PK
之后的部分就是让我超吐血的部分
由于我听歌真的很少去注意歌词
除非我真得很喜欢那首歌，而特地跑去背歌词
所以本来兴致勃勃地我
只好眼睁睁的看着只有少数人举手愿意上台，而又被选中...
吐血的部分就是
原来银河的工作人员有准备歌词纸给参赛者
那时的我真得很想骂一句“他妈的”
还我错过了一个机会！！
赢奖品的大好机会
PK这首歌我超熟怎么唱
只是不是很记得歌词而让我退缩了 =(
《如果没有》的单曲就酱的擦身而过了

之后静茹演唱了第二首歌《勇气》
原来这首歌对她来说意义重大
是光良写的歌
现场的每一个人
会场的都跟着一起唱
感觉真的好好噢~

从六点等到七点半
终于到了签名的环节咯~
除了My FisHome的后援会
我们算是前十个上台索取签名的歌迷了
真开心
这样又省回了不少的时间
我们每人签了两张的海报
这也让我们有多一点时间呆在台上哟~
一个字--爽
静茹的声音真得很好听

好期待六月十三号的来临哟~!!!
YAY~~


ｐ／ｓ：
由于没有好的相机
所以都没什么拍到静茹在台上的照片
超伤心的
而且前面的人也太多和太高了吧？
害我根本就拍不到　


唯一一张比较能看的照片，至少还看得出是陈志康和静茹吧？？！！


梁静茹亲笔签名海报


我想...应该是“静茹”两个字吧


演唱会票，10%折扣后变成rm106.50


现场每个人都会得到的"goodie bag",当然只是女生而已。试问哪个男生敢拿呢？哈哈~


里面的东东，最想要的应该就是那包面纸了！天气真的够力的热，超级需要面纸来擦汗

lesson of life

I got this from an email..please read...


When things in your life seem, Almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class

And had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again
If the jar was full... They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand

And poured it into the jar.. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded
With an unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced Two cups of coffee from under the table
And poured the entire contents Into the jar, effectively
Filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, As the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life..
The golf balls are the important things - God, family,
children, health, friends, and favorite passions –

Things that if everything else was lost

And only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter Like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else --
The small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life..

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are
Important to you.

So...

Pay attention to the things That are critical to your happiness.
Playwith your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time
To clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand
And inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

only 22 min

i can't believe the speed!!
it only took 22 min to download the latest epi of GG..
gosh i am so in love with the drama
just finished all the 20 episodes that i got earlier
glad that nw i am having my epi21 soon~ muahaha..
just SOOOOO not in the mood of studying
firstly i have been studying for the same thing for two times already..
i mean for my first and second test..
and now for my finals, i have to re-read everything again..
are you kidding me?
gosh. really hate this subject so much
i feel like i only learnt 2 words from the course
-QUALITATIVE
-QUATITATIVE
nothing more~
i really have no idea.. what's the purpose to have such a course?
i know it's really important for us to do our research.. our thesis...
but then it's really weird to learn this course just in one semester..
the irony is.. i dont feel like i learn anything except for the red shirt theory.. lolx~
whatever~ pray hard i wont be failing this paper cause i don't need one more to kill me as i already dead ~

awful

sometimes people can never really notice or realize that their actions are bringing troubles and problems to other people
whenever your friend seek help from you, as a good friend, none of us will be saying NO, especially those help are still within our own capability
and it will be wrong if you can help, but u had chosen to stay away from people who are in trouble
i always wondering...is that a necessary for a person to reject a friend directly to their face?i mean...when you were already showing that u are not able or feeling reluctant with their weird and funny request.
why cannot they just think of themselves at the same position whenever they are requesting something demanding or even OVER-demanding requests from people that is crossing the people's bottom line
what if i ever requesting the same thing from them
will they ever think of or even willing to help me?
i doubt it without second thoughts because...
who on earth will be saying yes to some ridiculous SOS that they are receiving from a friend for like a few times in a month?

i am sure that everybody has the "bottom line" in them
nobody can ever cross that line and ever make you do something that you are not happy with it.
of course there are some exceptions for Yes Man or Yes Woman.

the worst thing is
when you are rejecting their funny request
they might judge you as being selfish
what's wrong of wanting to protect one own self?
it was like you don't even have a choice to say No.
when you are requesting something, meaning u are sort of like seeking help
when you are trying to seek for help
please be bear in mind that people are helping you because they are generous and nice enough
but not because of they owe you something and they must fulfill whatever u have requested from them

for me
if this funny people who think people that rejected their request are selfish...
...they are totally PATHETIC
because they are the most selfish and self-centered people out of all

another marathon

yesterday was one fine day
so i went for another movie marathon yesterday
and Wennie is with me this time

i went back to uni cause i need to send Jo back for her exams
so i decided to stay there for a couple of hours to study for a while before i heading back home later
this is totally not any planned outings or whatsoever
i was just looking for people to have lunch wit me
then so happened Wennie was outside of Uni
and she asked me to meet her in MV
at that moment, i was in the library
trying so hard to concentrate on the notes of my last subject finals
her text message managed to change my mind to continue study in the library
because i wanted so much to watch Takeshi's latest movie, K20
i hesitate for a while then i just let my feelings lead my action
so i ended up in MV to watch two movies with Wennie

He's just not that into you


this movie is a very meaningful and romantic
out of all these couples
Gigi and Alex are the sweetest one~
even though Gigi's character is not so likable at the beginning
but then thanks to Alex that keep on tutoring her~
cool~

whoever haven watch this yet.
don't wait.. i guess the movie is going to stop screening soon~
grab your pop corn and ur seats and enjoy ur movie NOW~
then the second movie of the day was K-20.

K-20

at the beginning of the movie
i found that it was kinda bored
because there is not any climax at the front part
but then it was quite funny lar..
but i like the ending part though..
being the guardian of the woman that he loved~
takeshi looked so yeng in this movie~ muahaha =)
cool~

Movie Sharing

OMG~
i have just watched this movie~
the reason that i downloaded this was because of the storyline as well as its poster. the actor is sooo handsome and the gal is sooo pretty.



anyone that haven't check out the movie, u better go and get this!! it's really really very nice~! it's romantic + funny + bit of the family touching scenes~ SWEET is the only word that i can use to describe my feelings over the movie~!

i just realized there are quite a number of US movies that incorporate with some of the indian actress and they all are really gorgeous! people keep on telling me that Slumdog Millionaire is a good one. but i still haven get to watch it yet..i'll be watching it SOON~~ maybe tonight..

in fact i still have one more last paper before i call it an end for my 6th semester.but then since i jz finished the marathon of 3 papers in 4 days, so i just want to relax myself a little bit and have some fun~ haha...

anyway, the final paper once again including all the things that my lecturer taught for the whole semester. meaning i have study all once again and i never know how on earth am i going to finish all. i may have the enough time but i don't have the enough memory space for it.. haih..
pray hard for myself then.

平静

心情异常的平静
虽然说还有很多很多的书要读
考试还在排着队等我呢～
可是在朋友家回来之后
却让我觉得异常的平静


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就在短短的几小时里头
我想了好多
之前的回忆就像flash back一样
让我想起自己曾经做过的决定
还有错过的种种机会
真的很难想象说
如果一切能够重来的话
我还会是做出同样的选择吗？
还是会有不同的局面出现呢？
没人会知道

总觉得说上天带我不薄
总是会有不错的机会摆在我的面前
只是我总是一而再的错过了上天给我的机会
到现在为止我也不敢说到底自己有没做错任何的决定
但是
事到如今
我唯一能做的只是
继续走下去
不然我永远都不会知道结局会是怎么样
人生会有多少人是不会抱着遗憾的呢？
我想应该只有圣人吧

hopeless

Arrrghhh~~
as usual...
i had been spending the whole day doing something stupid
spend more than 3 hrs on drama
spend whole day in facebook
doing this and that
did a lot of quiz
wrote a lot of comments
but just don't have the mood to study at all
really hopelss Jess

i know that it doesn't feel right to be this way
but i just couldn't help myself from staying focused and concentrate on my studies
haih~
hope everything will be alright
cause i really haven't figure out the best way for me to revise everything for the next 4 days marathon papers after tuesday's paper~
good luck to myself and also all my friends~

Bon Courage~

累

后悔了
真的后悔自己的立场不够坚定
应该不要那么的冲动
应该冷静的再想一下
结局应该会十分的不同
真的意想不到
每次在Starbucks里interview的工
都总会是我的克星~
真的觉得自己又再次的被骗了
导致现在的我真的是累到~~~
眼睛疲累
脚部疼痛
腰酸背痛
下次一定要想清楚
才能够踏出第一步

时间虽然说是浪费掉了
可是却和久没碰面的朋友们聊天
感觉不错一下
可惜不能和大家“续摊"了

阴天

好久没有真正的用心去注意自己身边的一切大小事务
今天难得我注意到了阴天的天空
让我想起一个曾经和我很要好的朋友
还记得她说过，她很喜欢阴天
她说，她有个朋友也很喜欢阴天
而他就告诉她说，
喜欢阴天的他，可以因为阴天而心情变得很好
好到会整天窝在家里
不去上课，哪儿都不去
她说，她十分羡慕他
好希望也能像他如此的潇洒

当时的我在想
其实我也蛮喜欢阴天的
只是因为阴天并没有刺眼的太阳
更没有那种被太阳晒到刺痛的感觉

好怀念当时还在念初中的我们啊～
以前我们真的无所不谈
每天可以至少“煲粥”两个小时
才愿意放下电话说拜拜
现在却难得见面的机会啊
真的好怀念一起度过的学校生活

Gelato 芒果味雪糕

GELATO FRUITY．曾经是我的最爱，超级喜爱它的水果味雪糕。还记得有好几次，我极力推荐给我的好友，她们也觉得不错的咧～













芒果味总是我的选择。尽管每次站在Gelato Fruity前试吃了几种别的口味，可是每次都会选择我最爱的芒果味。可是昨天的那杯Gelato 芒果味雪糕，让我不想再吃了。从来没吃过味道如此怪异的芒果味雪糕。不知道是不是它的芒果品质问题还是什么的，就觉得有种怪怪的味道。失望．．．真的意想不到，我最爱的我最爱的Gelato 芒果味雪糕竟然变了！！　

No more GELATO fruity ice-cream...